Stop Saying You Can't

oh star- paramore

You can’t stand him
You can’t forgive him.
You can.
But i got it bad. I slapped him hard with words. How could I? cause he did not understand one strand of feelingIi contained. and i had a lot.
“its okay to lose yourself. para matuto ka”
after i got it bad
“forgive them even when they are not sorry”
….i have got to.
cause one should let their pride down and the one who lets her pride one wins.cause it gets her one step closer to Godliness. 
so stop saying you can’t.
"The more you fight, the stronger your ego becomes. It is a fighter, that's why surrender is so difficult. But unless you surrender you will remain in misery."
In a moment I felt better. Because I can do it. 

Sing in travel.

So Hey! You won't believe how much I've traveled these past few days. I traveled three hours from Tarlac to Manila to attend a friend's party, and it was nice to be given a chance to perform.
So I sung "Thinking of You" by Katy Perry and "Closer" by Ne-yo. Ang kapal lang ng mukha ko haha. I performed without any practice. When I was singing "Closer" I was checking out my phone for lyrics! HAHA. I actually have a page for my recorded songs: http://soundcloud.com/user5713896'

Well yes, someone got pretty wild :)

The next day I moved in another dorm. I carried my stuff along with the assistance of a taxi driver. I kept going up and down the fifth floor until my legs we're literally shaking. What. A. Work. Out. After that I went back to Tarlac. I stayed at home for thirty minutes, then traveled again for thirty minutes to go to my best friend's place.I had catching up to do since I was not there for birthday. (Pretty lousy huh?) So I raped the karaoke singing songs until I got physically tired from dancing and shit (haha)

The next day (which is awhile ago) I traveled back thirty minutes to see my mom then leave again, to attend singing lessons. It was my first time ever and it was quite awkward, because of the vocalization exercises. Some of the exercises requires "1 and 2 and 2 and 4" and "Yeee Yooo Yeaaa Yaaa" but the late minutes of the session I was going at ease. It was actually fun. I really want to learn how to sing properly. Just so you know, I have a band. We're nothing serious, but often when it's someone's birthday we play some songs. That's a starter right? :) Next session I shall sing a song. A friend told me I should sing a Disney Song. I really like Disney songs. Maybe I'll do "Reflection", you know, the OST of "Mulan". :) I'll prolly post more covers soon :) I'm actually blogging about my life straightforwardly. Wow.


Hello Blogspot!

Love music- Chris Brown

Hey. I'm new to this. I'm still figuring out how to do an image header (someone help me!) So I regularly blog on tumblr (dementedinpretty.tumblr.com), but I decided to try this out. I was having some problems with tumblr despite its convinience in blogging, and the followers I've gained.

 Tumblr's culture has users appealed to cool pictures or text you can understand in two seconds. I believe that people on tumblr (most atleast) are short on attention and barely read real text posts, unless it is from someone who they admire, like a famous personality.  Plus, I can't seem to be contented with the layouts I select (sounds weird).

Maybe I'm sounding a bit boring now, so here are some pictures I took with best friend, Venus Rah! I mean, Sabrina Toledano :) HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY lady!
For more of my works you can visit: xheartplague.deviantart.com

Plus, here's a picture of my baby brother Gerard Coghill. We miss him! He's  vacationing at my lola's at the moment.
So since the summer is on I really have a lot of plans, please bare with me, I shall blog/write/post art as the days go by :) Thank you! :* <3